Young Padawan

cry

2005-09-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

It has been a very down moments, seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, and months… it felts forever… the feeling of loneliness… the feeling of void… and being incomplete.

What is the purpose…? Where do I go from here…? Where am I now…?

Is there something and/or someone for me in this cruel sad world. The cry of emptiness fills my heart…

Programming 101

2005-07-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

#include "presidentOffice";
#include "comelec";

void hello (str name)
{
printf("Hello %s...", name);
}

void main (void)
{
clrscr();
hello("Garci");
return 0;
}

IMHO

2005-07-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

Its been weeks... and I’m still unsure of what measures must be taken. IMHO, we are not yet ready for another people power, and there are so many variables to be considered before taking any action.

For short term what Gloria has done should be punished but we also should considered consequences… long term consequences… (I’m not saying she and the people involved should not be punished). There should and must be a better way to deal with what’s happening to our country. My worst fear is that there could be a civil war and/or division in our country. Like the Mindanao threatening to have their own independent state (country) if Gloria should/must be replaced, this should not be taken lightly.

I would like to point out again. There are so many variables that must be taken into consideration (lots of variables are still hidden or hiding). Any harsh and/or rush action would only make it worst.

One Thing I’m sure of. There should be a change! Where? What? And How? That what all of us should answer for our self first. Not blaming, depending and etc. on anyone. Only considerer oneself, what is/are happening before, now and tomorrow.

p.s.

It has been a chain reaction… not knowing who, where and what started it all! Or is it in our blood, we are really like this from the start? And these things, that are happening, are just manifestation of what we Filipinos really are.

Angel

2005-06-06T10:01:00.000+08:00

Can I Love An Angel? Can An Angel Love Me?

Away From You

2005-05-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

There were times that I just wanna cry with all the strain
There were moments of uncertainty and pain
But when you are there to help and care, I smile again
But here am I so alone away from you

Everyday I can only pray for your warm, lovin' arms
To take me away from all the emptiness, despair
Why do I have to be away from you

I have searched throughout the world a lot of things I've seen
I have pondered many possibilities
Then you come along, you make me strong so stay with me
Why am I on my own without you

On my own so far away I long from your warm lovin' arms
Into the cold, dark emptiness of hurt, despair
I don't wanna be away from you

Everyday I can only pray for your warm, lovin' arms
To take me away from all the emptiness, despair
Why do I have to be away from you

Please don't let me be

On my own so far away I long from your warm lovin' arms
Into the cold, dark emptiness of hurt, despair
I don't wanna be away from you

(song by christian bautista: Away From You)

Thank You Guys!!

2005-05-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

the best team one can wish for! with the best Team Leader!

Worst moment!

2005-05-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

“ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON” I always believe that. And now the question in my heart and mind is that “Are there more reason I meet you?”.

Before I meet this girl I’m in this dilemma I can’t tell nor explain, not that I won’t but I can’t. Then I meet this girl, unknowingly she gave me a brighter view of my life and options I could take. That there is more and I should not be afraid to take chances. I should stop living in a lie and stop blinding myself with all the facts in life. And most importantly stop controlling things I can’t control.

Yes, I already know these things, but it is her who gave me strength and reason to live it.

Now is this all she is? To guide me away from my dilemma?

Perhaps it’s a sickness I always blind myself. From the start I know lots of things between us are impossible and yet… here I am… asking the question “Are There More Reason I Meet You?”

From the bottom of my heart I know it’s true…!

One day, someday, time can only tell… are my hopes and prayer will be answered?

DIGI barkada gimik

2005-03-18T10:33:00.000+08:00

picture taken right after we watched HITCH staring Will Smith, while waiting for our dinner :D at food choices glorieta last friday night march 11, 2005.

from right to left: janice, kage, j-an, ronald, may, kenneth and of course me :D

a thought i had when i woke up this morning.

2005-03-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

"We can't please everyone, But should we please each one every once in a while?" at first thought of the question the most common answer would be "NO". But as i think more of it... why we do in one form or another we try to please people around us, one after another once in a while....parang people expect each other even once to do something to please the other, one way or the other, even not directly.

Almost New Year

2004-12-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

I'm going home to bicol this evening for a short vacation, 4 days vacation to be exact. and go back to makati on january 2 evening.

Genesis

2004-12-21T17:29:00.000+08:00

Here I go again. A new beginning, a new challenge. I have finished the website of the Provincial Government of Camarines Sur. And things where no longer going well and I have decided it is time for me to move on and take another step.

Now I’m here, back to the real realms. The realms where I can test myself and further improve my skill, knowledge, wisdom and personality.

I hope I’ll be regular in this company where I’m working now. So far things are going well. Tomorrow is company outing… I can’t wait :D